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30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 2

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2. How did you choose your name, and what names were you thinking about using and why?


Well I've always liked the name Kyle. Nothing really had me emotionally attached the name- I just have always really liked it.

I knew that I liked it completely when I went to visit my brother Nikolai you see. I took the train to the city to stay 5 days and nobody called me by Kyle. Or even tried to be honest. It was very annoying and I didn't like it one bit.

Anyway, I forgot to mention that I only had told a few people online and my mum who told my dad then told my sister Rosemary. My mum doesn't quite get it but is trying though when I told her she said in these words,

"You'll always be my beautiful little girl."


Which hurt alot for me since, No. I am not a little girl. I am  a 14 going on 15 year old Guy. Sure my body says otherwise, but that isn't anyone's business other than my own. You know? Someone's body shouldn't be able to define who  a person is.

If you're skinny it doesn't mean that you're anorexic. If you're overweight, it doesn't make you ugly or any less awesome than anybody else.

Sorry I'm ranting again- going of topic. ffff @_@

But anyway back to my brother. Like I said, nobody called my by Kyle which is the name I've chosen. But when I got off of the train and he wasn't there and I had to wait since I'm a minor. I wait a good 4 minutes till he walked over and said, "Hi Kyle." him calling me Kyle wasn't reall what I was expecting, and to be absolutely sincere with you, it made me absolutely ecstatic. I was so happy and felt so comfortable the entire time there, he introduced me to some of his friends as his little brother Kyle.

It just felt so right I guess. Sure when I got home it was back to the usual- But I know that as time goes by, they'll have to get used to it and it will be better for both of us.
Yep.

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ClosetedEmotions's avatar
Dinah Ruggiero...
I don't know why
it just really works for me.
but I don't want to be seen as a transgender.
In fact I really hate it.
It's not fair...
I don't want it 
but I don't know how to get away from it...